[4.03.2006]
It's raining so heavily... Rainy rainy rainy day. i like but hate rainy days. Im always liking AND hating something.. haha that's just me.
I wish poly never starts again. My class was like.... i dont know. Nobody in class tells me anything. I feel we all talk for the sake of talking. But i dont wanna change class either.. i dont know.
I never know anything. I wish everything ends soon and then i ll see where life takes me.. ha ha 2 more grueling years, that's an awfully long time.
I remember the times im home alone, i think too much. memories flow and escape, all the happy and sad. my head starts spinning. it feels good but bad. i wish it never ends, but time did not stop for me. will it ever?
I hate you but i loved you.
5:01:00 PM