[7.21.2006]


fuck fuck fuck FUCKKKKK !!!

please dont get me wrong.. all the above fucks are happy exclaimations!!! im so happy, i could cry.

I AM SO HAPPY.
I AM SO TOUCHED.
I AM $^%$^@.

do all ur bestest bestest friends surprise u at 12am (alil late? lol) when they have sch at like 9/10am the next day?!?!?! NO RIGHT. see, tell me im a happy girl.

TO MY USUALS:
thanks thanks thanks x1031020.
thanks for the flowers
thanks for sweating for me
thanks for rushing for me
thanks for the cards
ive read aaaaalll your cards.. fucking sweet. i can imagine how u all chiong for it lah hahaha but its so sweet to the extend of making me tear kind. haha i love all of you, my usuals!!! omg oh and when i say the usuals, i mean angie, sock, jacq, mich, sab, kq, sebas, yc, ben! thanks so so so so much.. REAAALIIIE. and promise me you guys wont post any pics of me in hellokitty thanks. hahahahaha thats my bday wish ah! and the videos hahahah damn retarded but i know i will be :D when i watch it next time! mmm this is going to sound damn stupid but thank you all for loving me.. i really FEEL it. and trust me when i say i love you. pls confide in me if u guys need me okkk LOVEEEE.

and ppsst, you guys know why the surprise was so successful? because my mum didnt tell my dad about it HAHAHAHAHAHA :X

seriously, i have never felt SO loved and blissful in my life before. maybe being eighteen isnt that bad afterall? *smiles really wide* i think i have everything i need for now.. family, love and friendship :) OMG. I AM HAPPY. and thinking about tmr only makes me happier. GOSH.

only sch makes me sad. contract law? kiss my shitttttt

2:14:00 AM



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