i dont understand why the flu bug always comes to me

cos it's super irritating having to stop ur mucus from flowing every few mins

and it's no doubt a suffer to sleep with a block nose :(

it's like im fated with the wrong things.

school has not been good to me

i feel lost in almost every subject

and i only have myself to blame

i cant imagine my results for this semester

no not cant. i refuse to.

i heard the project deadlines for a few subjects are nearing

and guess what? i havent start on any HAHA

how great right

i hate to think of how things might turn out for the better because i would be really disappointed if it doesnt

but i hate more, to think of how good/happy/positive things WERE

hate but always doing it @#!%&^&

ive always wondered..

am i the only one who's always wishing that my life could be different from what it is now or is there someone out there who wishes hard like me?